I am typing from a very special place right now. I see my body, mind, feeling, and thoughts happening as observable phenomenon. When I rest as awareness I feel this sense of extreme peace and ease, however I am still aware of the control scheme that is occurring on this planet. I am aware of it, and I see it as a phase, as something that wasn't always here and something that won't always be here. I feel this huge sense of security, knowing that my body is one of many that I inhabit(When I say "I" here, it has a very profound and fundamental meaning). It's hard to express where I am in terms of my body-mind right now. I understand what I feel to be part of an up and down phase. My body-sensations are responding positively right now, as my past conditioning is in it's dormant state, I realize that my conditioning and this level of awareness cannot occupy the same space and one will have to give way, and I am aware that my conditioning won't go without a fight(subtle and overt).
I do apologize for my delaying my main topic here, I wanted you to know where I stand from an awareness standpoint before I asked you this question. So here is my... query. Is the Heart-Mind that you speak of in your book and on this website synonymous with the "I am" presence that precedes all experience? When I hear Heart-Mind I think of it as "heart:source mind" So Source-Mind, which if I am not mistaking may be another way of representing the I am presence from which all experiences can be experienced. Am I (linguistically) accurate in my assessment?